What is everyones problem??

Ok I am sick of guys who treat you like a queen and then they become a total jerk the next day!! Heart broken to many times to count!! I just wish that there was actually a guy out there that really cared and did what he said he would!! Not here to talk about crappy guys and that stuff!!

Anyway

My summer has consisted of friends, music, random road trips, music, fights, music, falling in 'love', music, falling out of 'love' and did I mention music!! Yes music is freaking awsome. Supporting local bands and unsigned artists! That is about it!! Loving just about every minute of it!! Random road trips are a must for everyones summer to be complete...they are crazy fun!! Trust me!!

Forever

Wow!! Has it been forever or what??? Not like many people check this/mine anymore. The new thing is myspace and yes....I got addicted. If you want to add me on myspace (www.myspace.com/champaige). I am constantly on it so don't question adding me....I love meeting random people on the internet...who knows...they may become your best friend in the end!!! CHYESSNESS!!! I will try to update this more....I might forget to though.

Currently Listening Dear Diary, My Teen Angst Has a Bodycount By From First to Last see related

Isn't anyone trying to find me? Won't somebody come take me home?

Quotes of the day:

Admit it. We flirt with each other. We have so much fun with each other.
We laugh with each other, and we even try to be with each other.
I believe that we secretly love each other, but how come
when I think of you and wonder if you're thinking of me, it feels like you aren't?

Entry of the day:

I am sick...I hate it.

I was sick yesterday and like I was the stupid one and went and hung out with people at this bonfire/hay ride thingy...took pics...had fun emailing them to random people..hope you liked them...haha much fun...except now I am worse than I was when I went...stupid cold weather..I HATE YOU!!!! But I love the fall!! haha...funny me!!

Well I have tried to talk to Luccas and all about how I think that we should not be friends because this whole friendship thing is not working out for us. It's not working, I guess he is trying to work it out between us. I don't know. I hope it does work...but on the other hand it is just hard to hang on to something that I feel is slipping away. I told him whatever happens to our friendship is all up to him...not me...I have tried to hard already and I am only gunna try if he is willing to.

Me and Toni have become friends, the best of. She is uber *haven't used that word in a long time* awsome...I totally love her.

if we go down, we go down together
because best friends means
b e s t . f r i e n d s . f o r e v e r (to Toni!!)

Icons/pics of the day:

Song of the day:

"Single"

Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you

I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't

[Chorus:]
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be

Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right

Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood

[Chorus]

Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

Seems like life is passing me by...

Well hey,

I'm back...Yea for once I am happy. I don't know what is going on but I am actually satisfied about how my life is going. I noticed that I have been letting my life pass me by...waiting for someone who is worth it but I shall wait no longer. Sorry hun but I give up on you and our relationship. It's not worth waiting and fighting for. You know who you are so I am not going to say your name. I'm sorry but I just want you to know that I love you with all of my heart and that will never change. I have loved you for so long and I will never forget us and you are my best friend...I guess it is true...you do fall for you best friend sooner or later. Love you babe and always thinking about you no matter what. Well just wanted to get that off of my shoulders. So later everyone.

~*Cory*~

Well has it been long or what.

Nothing really has changed in my life.

Went to Six Flags yesterday...didn't get sick once. Wow am I proud of myself. lol. There were a bunch of "different" people there and everyone was freaking out and they asked my why it didn't bug me and I was like, I don't have a problem with them, I accept and like them for who they are not who they like. So they now think that I am a total freak but whatever I don't care what they think. While I was there I got molested by Daffy Duck. He wouldn't stop touching me and rubbing my face, I liked ducks until that all happend. I don't think I can ever look at Daffy the same now, there goes half of my childhood. Almost hit one of the adult I went with. She really pissed me off and said that my attitude was crap and I was acting inappropiate. I almost hit her but I contained myself. Basically I had a blast (except for the part of almost knocking someone out) and I want to go back soon (with out adults).

I offically have a new friend. Yes that makes about 3 now...just playing. She is freaking awsome and is totally like me. Her name is Toni and she is shy around everyone but me and we have a blast together. She has a psyco family like me, so yea we know what the other is going through. She told me her whole life story and now I get her a lot more and know I see why she is the way she is and I know she gets me and it seems like she is one true person that I can talk to about the kind of things I have to go through and she knows she can talk to me about anything. So I guess I am trying to say is that we get each other and I am happy that I finally have someone to talk to that won't judge me for the things I do and the way I get through my problems.

On another note.

Me and Luccas don't talk anymore. I just don't get him. I guess that we aren't friends and maybe we never were the best of, maybe we were just people who talk to each other, got along and then one day decided that we didn't need to/want to talk to each other and that's when it all stopped. Oh well I can't change anything now. I guess it's all in his hands if he wants to talk or not then he can get in contact with me.

Well I guess that I'm out...later everyone,

~*Cory*~